Misinformation is often spread via smaller, trusted networks like friendship groups or family – which is perhaps why it thrives in social media bubbles filled with peers. False information might be shared for a number of reasons: because it aligns with an already established personal belief or bias, for shock factor, fear, or because it speaks to a personal event in an individual’s life. When there’s an emotional connection with the individual sharing misinformation, false claims can start to gain undeserved credence.
At this point, the fertility myth has been thoroughly debunked. Searching the terms “vaccine” and “fertility” on Facebook now prompts a call-to-action warning urging users to visit the NHS website for information, and the same happens on Twitter, where a targeted video starts following me around. In it, Dr Gayatri Amirthanlingam, a consultant in the National Immunisation Team at Public Health England, explicitly explains how there is no truth to the claims. “There is no mechanism by which this vaccine can affect your current, or future fertility,” she says.
Still, doubts persist. “They’ve tested the short-term effects, but long-term effects aren’t known and can’t be known,” says Amy when we speak about these claims. As a single mum of two, she adds that her own fertility is not a concern at this point. Hollie remains anxious about it: “I don’t want to take the risk that it could affect my chances of having a family later down the line,” she says.
Both women come back to the same fears: that it’s all been so quick, that they’re worried about putting something in their body just because they’ve been told to. When I ask about the unfathomable numbers of deaths – half a million in the US, more than 120,000 people in the UK – they’re sympathetic. “My parents had the vaccine and I’m happy for them,” Amy says. “But for me there’s so much going on that isn’t being addressed. It’s what we’ve been taught to think now – this messaging, ‘act as if you’ve got it’. There are people who are perfectly healthy, who go to the gym and eat well and look after themselves. And they’re being told to act like they’re diseased.”
Of course, the reason people are being told to act as if they have Covid is because up to one in three people who have it don’t show symptoms, and could easily pass it, down a chain of transmission they can't follow, to someone more vulnerable. And the more the virus circulates, the more it has a chance to mutate into new variants that the current vaccines haven’t been tested against. The necessity of the vaccine and the chaos that the coronavirus has wreaked on societies – physically, economically, personally – does not need spelling out. But the fact that, despite bearing witness to this like the rest of us for the last 12 months, despite not having predisposed anti-vaxx mentalities and despite wanting, desperately, to live and to live freely again, these women remain fervently against vaccination, cannot be ignored. There is a sense that this fear has been building, especially among groups already rendered vulnerable by historic systems that dictate all too clearly who is first in line, who is deemed safe by society and who is consistently told: you’re on your own.